晨运

thurs, 1050am

every morning punctually at 1030am
e co will play those aerobics music

一二三四，二二三四，三二三四，四二三四

then this uncle sitting near me will go to one empty corner n start to jump around himself!

every morning i see e same thing bt im always amazed by him
i tink im e only one amazed
cos nobody is looking at him except me
i tink everybody 司空见惯 already

everytime he catch me looking at him i will quickly look away
i scared he invite me to jump together with him!!!!!!!

what a cute company culture

anw ltr hving bdae party again
pray for me pls

fainting spells

tues, 11am

yesterday, was very drama

i was just stops away from reaching home when i received one msg from wanqi: eh, serene fainted on the bus leh
i gasped so loud that everyone on the train turned to look at me

wanqi n another colleague rushed serene to e hospital
sz went back home to take her passport
since i was reaching home, i waited for sz den we took cab tog to e hospital

so serene was lying on those movable beds when we reached
for e first one to two hrs, her headache was so serious tat she cldnt speak. n she kept on wanting to puke

e normal routine is tis, e hospital will ask e patient to go do a CT scan, blood test, urine test nheart test. aft doing n we received e initial reports, we went to e doc. e doc told us tat everyth was normal n suggested putting her on a drip

we waited for e drip fr 10pm to 12am
serene still don feel well. still headache
e doc then ask alot alot of qns. like machine gun shoot v fast
serene headache n v weak ma. so she ans v slow
e stupid doc said: 她说话都是这样慢的吗?
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he good still nvm. prob is, he asked serene to go on a drip again!!!!
so once again, she went for e drip n we waited till 2am

e hospital facilities r really really lousy
there were many many many pp waiting for their turn for diagnosis
also quite a number of pp whom like serene, lied on those movable beds
n all e docs do is tell them to go for routine check up n put on drip
still not feeling well? drip again

e drip room got like 100 seats
n e room was v v stuffy
e chairs r dirty
e room is seriously understaffed
e whole place is v low tech

e toilets r dirty
v smelly
e whole hospital like v dim n 阴沉沉
got a sense of death looming in e air
i can feel all e germs on my clothes n body. yucks!

so ended up aft e second drip, serene felt much better
so can go home
we went to see e doc again
conclusion?
cannot find anyth wrong with serene. 不了了之
e docs in chna really lousy la

took one day leave to take care of serene
ltr at 130pm still got to go to e hospital on behalf of serene to collect her brain scan xray or sth
stupid hospital!!
stupid doctors!!

off to hospital

mon, 530pm

serene has been sick since like last thurs?

finally she decided to see a doctor today
e clinics r located inside a hospital or sth
so off to e hospital aft we knock off!

e very good and durable 599 winter coat

sunday, 11.30am

i spend alot yesterday.

black cardiagn- 60rmb
shawl- 10 rmb
giordano black pants(for work purposes)- 152rmb
2 bags (yes yvonne..its for you, nice one! i got taste!)- 60rmb
1 jeans fr H&M- 149rmb (so cheap!)

n so..e total damages comes up to 431rmb / 86sing

looks cheap rite?
bcoz i haven come to e most power part

i buy 1 winter coat fr H&M for 599rmb
1 winter coat cost more than all e things i buy!!!!!!!!!
its insane

i know 599 is just like 120sing
but i now equate rmb to sing
meaning, i don convert e amt back to sing to see if its cheap. cos tats deceiving
imagine buying a winter coat with 599sing!!!!!
599!
599!
599!

when e cashier swipe my bank card, e machine zi-zi-zi zi zi zi zi
i can hear my heart ping-piang-piang piang piang piang
break into a thousand pieces

i consoled myself e whole night
by telling myself i will only invest in 1 good one. to last me for e 3 months
stupid winter

just came back fr grocery shopping. im gg to cook tonight again! 1 week's worth of food cooked in a day. 85rmb gone for groceries

have to start writing my perodic report ltr
ya ltr
don understand why still must write report. what a waste of time leh
e sch shd just do away with e reports

im being so grumpy here
must be e winter coat's fault
HAHA!

loser in drinking, itchy hands and..i love fridays!

fri 4.45pm

yest went out with sz, kevin n wq n kevin's fren fr ntu for dinner ( i seriously cannot rmb his name). ate at papa jones. not nice at all.

aft tat we went to tis pub for drinks. i had 1 glass (in sequence) of long island tea, margarita n heineken(or however it is spelt)

must be e long island tea. must be
ya u're right. i puked after i finished e heineken
n.... bcoz i felt so so so tired, i actually put my head down on e table n slept, while wq, sz n kevin continued to drink
woah. they power sia. still order magarita n dita lady

e pub was pretty alrite. theres a live band performing n pole dancing. e pole dancing was nice! hahaha! even better was, e pub (or just someone outside e pub?) offered prostitute services to kevin n sz. ask them want anot. if i wasnt fast asleep, i wld hv egged them on. HAHA!

anyway, just now i very e hands itchy
i want to slap myself for doing that
what a loser i am

serene is gg for her church cell grp today
so i hv no activities planned for today
might pop over at e bookstore just 2 train stops away fr my wrkplace

i've been buying books to read on e journey to n fro wrk. just like those cheena people
e oh-forever-so-squashed mrt spirit is to squeeze into e mrt, try to keep ur balance while reading a bk or newspapers.
majority of cheena pp do tat. don ask me how. im still trying

i love fridays(:
how about you?

recipes needed!

its only thursday n im now starting to think of what to cook for lunch nx week.

so, calling out to my mommy, all relatives and friends:

if you happen to hv any recipe for any nice food, pls send to my email! extra thanks for soup recipes! please be detailed. best is those ingredients like thyme, catfish or what put e name in chinese ok! if not i don noe e ch name n cannot buy.

u guys can dont need send me recipe for:
- stir fry cabbage with egg

- xiao bai cai (unless is those oyster sauce with mushroom n v nice type, or 油菜, i also don mind)

- fry egg, fry egg with onion, fry egg with shrimp hard boiled egg (don worry, v simple, i know how to do ok)

- kangkong with chilli

- 榨(?)菜 with pork (e salty green veggie)


rather, i would like to have recipe for:
- fish slice soup

- stewed chicken with potatoes n carrots (mommy i know u know how to cook tis. pls send. thank u)

- any form of cakes, cookies or dessert tat doesnt require an oven (no oven at home)

- soup! (tomato soup, corn soup, white carrot soup, 咸菜鸭汤.. n more)

- steam fish (mommy must add what sour plum paste or what rite? send tis too!)

n e list just goes on n on..

might be meeting joanne on saturday night! looking forward to it(:

PS: i tink my blog is v irrtating cos its v bright n my eyes hurt fr looking at it. im gg to do some changes to it
再见~!

just to add on...

just now during lunch my colleague commented that im really 历害 to cook n bring my own 便当 everyday! i think her meaning is my food looks nice to her:)

MOMMY I CAN COOK!!!!!!!
我没有烧掉厨房!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARE YOU PROUD OF ME???? :)

wonders of makeup

wednesday, 1130am

i committed a grave sin

I SLEPT LAST NIGHT WITHOUT REMOVING MY MAKEUP FIRST!

im too tired. can u imagine walking everyday to e station for 20mins, den walk back fr e station for 20mins with high heels again?
yest still walk ard shopping. worse is i bought nothing while wanqi n serene buy quite a fair bit

so, i decided to let my skin breathe for e day
no makeup today!

n cathy told me when she saw me: 你看起来真得很累
...e wonders of makeup
my skin must hv been really terrible (tick!)
my dark eye cirlces must hv been really scary (tick!)
i mus hv looked really old n tired now (tick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

KILL ME
half an hr more to lunch time. im gg to interrogate cathy ltr on abt my skin. im feeling v hungry now n i want to eat my 便当 !

another of serene's 无缘无故 convo

s.e.r.e.n.e says:
idiot!
s.e.r.e.n.e says:
haha
安琪/ [tv addict; yuan chang!] says:
i conclude tat u r v free

n then stop. no more reply liaoz

hehe i tink she 暗恋 me v long alr. we see each other DAY IN DAY OUT, EVEN SLP IN E SAME ROOM SHE STILL CAN YZ

i v long lan de yz with her on msn alr. i tink go back spore we both will siam each other far far away! hahaha!

YAN YAN

YAN YAN HAS CHOCOLATE AND BANANA FLAVOURED BISCUITS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but... i still like e chocolate one only. banana v sweet

kua kua kua
hahahhahaha!

china hv cucumber flavoured lays leh. damn erxin. but serene like! just like her, erxin. hehe

serene, wanqi n shangzhao coming to e shopping malls at my wrkplace there to shop. we r still in e midst of sourcing for good winter clothes
fly me back to spore when winter comes ok! cold v ):

half an hr more till i knock off
shall we go prima?
hehe, prima is spore food. quite nice type. v similar to spore food
bt of cos, spore food nicer la!
(got chicken rice leh i like!)

bt ex sia, 1 meal cfm more than 30
i tink i becoming v auntie alr
just like serene
HAHAHA

生日。。。快乐？

wed, 1130am

just ended a scary(to me) meeting with a soon-to-relocate-to-shanghai expat and my vp. in e meeting i damn stressed abt whether i got forget to print out any forms anot and before e meeting i was running ard, tidying the meeting room and stuff

so, finally its over!
but its not really over over
until e expat goes back to his home country aft tis 'look see' trip

shall stop digressing

just wanna say thanks to all e lovely and *ahem, chio pp who wished me a happy happy bdae!

extra thanks to jeremy for being e first, shu for adv wishing (and for e card, will tell you when i receive it) n jo for calling(sorry i slept alr, hahahha)

n of cos to my family and my sister for remembering (yes i owe you presents!)
to linda n cons who remembered too (i miss u guys)
to evon who left a tag on e tagboard (i rmb urs is on 27. hahaha, happy bdae in adv!)

HELLO WHERES THE REST?!
DON TINK U ALL GEI SIAOZ DON RMB I WONT COLLECT PRESENTS FR U ALL WHEN I GO BACK OK!

serene, wanqi, shangzhao n kevin volunteered to celeb with me tonight. we going to this 正大广场. serene say want eat 大餐. e rest still say wanna buy present for me (wah so nice!). im touched.

s.e.r.e.n.e says:
they are all going to have birthday dinner with you today

s.e.r.e.n.e says:
happy?

s.e.r.e.n.e says:
haha

安琪/ [tv addict; yuan chang!] says:
.......... e ALL is who????????????

s.e.r.e.n.e says:
the ppl in our household only

s.e.r.e.n.e says:
they are actually very nice de lo

s.e.r.e.n.e says:
they still wanna get you a birthday gift

s.e.r.e.n.e says:
but i told them no need

s.e.r.e.n.e says:
haha

安琪/ [tv addict; yuan chang!] says:
wah so nice ar!

安琪/ [tv addict; yuan chang!] says:
u tell them need la

安琪/ [tv addict; yuan chang!] says:
bt u tell them give me cash

安琪/ [tv addict; yuan chang!] says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA

then...no more reply anymore):

jeremy's reaction when i told him?

- J e r e m y - says:
you no money!
- J e r e m y - says:
you stay at home!

*hint to all: i accept cash and bank transfer. hahaha!

actually celebrate or not also e same. i don mind watching a movie alone to celeb my bdae. hahaha. tats what i did last yr. seriously i find it fun. watching movies alone is fun
反正... hahaha jeremy you know la hor!

荒唐的十八岁正式过去了
十九岁又会怎样呢？
happy happy bdae to myself(:

people with big luggages and bags shdnt be allowed on e train

waste of space
call a cab can!

一波未平，一波又起

fri, 1.30pm
真是一波未平，一波又起

昨天和 kevin, wanqi, shangzhao 吃完晚餐回来后，kevin 和 shangzhao 发现他们的钱不见了！

kevin 损失 3000 RMB
shangzhao 损失 2500 RMB 和 350 SING
他们两个总共不见 8000 RMB

他们的反应很恐怖 leh
通常不见那么多钱应该是要哭或者很不开心吧
可是。。。。。。他们一直笑
他们是被吓傻了吧？？
真令人担心

星期三晚上，kevin 和 shangzhao 把钱都锁进 shangzhao 的行李箱
星期四早上上班前，他们还把房门锁了
大家都出去上班了啊
还一起吃了晚餐才会来的 （除了 serene， 因为她约了朋友吃饭。她比我们更迟到家呢！）
都锁成这样了，钱还是有办法不见。真邪门

昨晚报警了。公安来了，讲了一堆废话，到处看看然后就走了。说什么今天早上会派人过来把行李箱带走，要取指纹。
今天早上来了一位女公安。 她也讲了一堆废话，例如：

“我只查到一个人来注册。这间房子只在一个人的名下，剩的人没有注册是犯法的!”

kaoz. 他们的系统真烂。明明就注册了啊！

“你们这样是群租。这是不合法的”

拜托，很多人都这样好不好！如果真不合法，那你们不是每天都忙死, 要到处去检查？

“你们以后就把钱存进银行，你们是同学不是一家人。我也有接触到一个案例，就是一群韩国人住在一起然后他们的钱也一直不见。也是他们互相拿的”

我们大家每天都在一起，怎么拿啦！

讲了这堆废话后她就走了。不是要采取指纹吗 ？？？？？？？？气煞！


那。。会不会是房东呢？
因为大门的钥匙有 6 把
可是她只给了我们 2 把
不管了，我们决定换锁了

我昨天晚上刚把银行里的钱都提取了 （service charge 的关系）
好怕哦。我整晚都抱着我的钱睡

晚上要和叔叔一起吃饭。kevin 也是
我想他吃不下了吧
今晚的大闸蟹大餐，可能他们俩也吃不下去了吧？

柴米油盐酱醋茶
我以前的烦恼和现在比，真的没什么 leh。。。。。。

e 5 people u meet in heaven!

有没有人读过这本书啊？
真的很好读哦！

不知道有哪五个人走进我的生命
也不知道我曾在谁的生命中留下痕迹
感觉好神秘呢！

两年前读过这本书
那时就觉得很有意义
如今突然在一个网站看到它介绍这本书
一时感触良多

"There are five people you meet in Heaven. Each of us was in your life for a reason. You may not have known the reason at the time, and that is what heaven is for. For understanding your life on earth" - The Blue Man

我好想现在就知道。。

"Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you're not really losing it. You're just passing it on to someone else."

阿靡陀佛
愿上帝保佑这个不幸（或幸运？）的女人

"Each affects the other and the other affects the next, and the world is full of stories but the stories are all one."

我影响了谁？谁会怨我吗？

"Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harm we do, we do to ourselves." - Ruby

我在努力了，努力学会原谅


这个作者的新书我有了
for one more day
不错 type!

我要去找他那本- tuesdays with morrie
好像好好读呢！

等一下放工了会和 kevin 去买（buy rite?) 大闸蟹
明天 serene, wanqi, shangzhao, zhengwen, judy (serene's colleague) 会在我们家吃大闸蟹大餐
而我和 kevin 就会和我叔叔吃完晚餐才回家，再吃大闸蟹！！！
吃完我就可以看我的第八号当铺了！！！！ 开心:)

明天就是星期五了
星期五快点来！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
因为我需要买冬衣
虽然现在才 23 度，可是有又冷又大的风！
再这样每天来回走去和走回地铁站
我就快受不了了
救命啊！

来个巧可力雪糕吧!

现在的平静
在背后曾经有多少挣扎？

不是忘记了
也不是彻底的原谅了
只是不想再把自己困在那个小圈圈里面


:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

一个人的生活，我很享受！


:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

其实，现在的心情有一点差
因为又刚被直属老板训了话

老板们在会议室 SH 开会。4.45 有个生日派对。食物就放在会议事BK。 直属老板训我应该比两个秘书聪明。take initiative book HK 会议室，然后就在他们会议解束后可以直接到 HK（在隔壁) 而不是要他们等。她说，如果新加坡人的素质和一般人一样，那何必要新加坡 INTERNS 呢？

仲实心情不太好，可是我觉得她骂得对
直属老板也是新加坡人。office 也有很多新家坡人。她要我证明给 office 的人我们 新加坡人的能力。
我明白的
有错才可以学吗
有被训才有进步

下班后会和同事，cathy，去做逾迦 (cathy 是会员)
想在做完后吃个巧可力雪糕
会觉得比较开心吧？

dreams

i had a really horrible dream yesterday

i dreamt that i was at kbox with my frens and suddenly i just started quarreling with tis person (he is 配角). den aft e whole ting he just sent all my frens home n i v stubborn refuse to let him send(wrong move).

i wait for cab v long. really v v long, still don hv cab. so i walk to another place to take cab. e place i reach ar. don noe y suddenly bcum v high like tat. i look down i almost faint. i tink i standing on either a tall building or mountain, look down is water! sea!!!!!!! e water is those green n blue type. den don noe why suddenly become got abit brown

explaination:

WATER
A dream of water is an excellent sign. Dreaming of a waterfall indicates material wealth coming to you. In fact, any kind of water flow indicates enhanced income. Dreaming of a calm lake or a great expanse of water is a good sign especially if the water is clean.


!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i like money leh. bt how is it going to come to me???? wheres my windfall??????

COLORS
dirty water suggest danger.
Blue indicates you will get out of your difficulties and problems.
Green indicates overseas travel.

i always hv to walk a long long stretch of road everyday to n fro to e train station.
sometimes get abit quiet cos its actually quite dark (e sky start to turn dark at 6)
izit i hv e windfall alr den got pp rob me???!!!!!!
green is correct cos im in shanghai now. blue..hmm..

MOUNTAINS
Climbing a mountain indicates some sort of quest or project is coming your way. Successfully reaching the top indicates success. Mountains also indicate a need to overcome some major obstacles that stand in your way.Such dreams usually mean you should prepare yourself for something big that's coming into your life. How things work out depends on you and how you react. Not everyone likes to climb a mountain.

ya, i really don like to climb mountains. v tiring leh

until now still not e most power one. e most scary ting happened aft i walk away fr e place i saw e sea. nabeh suddenly got tsunami ok! i run n run den i climb up a pillar. bt e impact of e tsunami nt those big big type. v fast subside alr.

what is e meaning of this???????????
v disturbed by it

still rmb 3 yrs ago i dreamt abt death of tis particular person and sitting in e helicopter as a passenger.

explaination:

AEROPLANE
If you were a passenger, it suggests some news coming into your life that could quite significantly change your attitude about something or someone.

DEATH
This is the most famous of the contrary dreams where the meaning is the exact opposite of what it suggests. Dreaming of death indicates a letting go and rejuvenation of life. So death suggests a transformation and the need to be brave, and to revitalize yourself

wah aft tat dream hor, i whole person become lighter leh. let go of sth. bt then again that was 3 yrs ago la. hahaha. tat dream really..super super shuang

somebody help me decipher my dream!
HEH, AND WHATS YOUR DREAM?

人心险恶

serene n kevin's money went missing in e house

serene lost 100sing n 500rmb. so tats like 1000rmb in total
kevin lost 800rmb

jw la
they v careless. kevin put his money in e drawer. serene put some of her money in her own luggage and one drawer.

now we all suspect is our maid take one. cos we always leave our room doors wide open for her to clean our rooms den we will go down for dinner. e 2 of them so careless. den we always go out eat until v late. she got plenty of time to search.

i also nv lock my luggage when i do down e day before. but i kept my money in a secret compartment of my luggage. so i tink when she open my luggage she flip e clothes see no money den move on alr. cos my clothes inside looks like it has been touched. moreover 300rmb only la. hahaha i tink she see alr she also sianz

bt then again, mayb its not her la. shdnt jump to conclusion first. muz give her benefit of doubt rite?

真是..日防夜防, 家贼难防........

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxjjXsWj2l4&mode=related&search=

wah! these 2 guys sing power sia!

11.44am alr. haven eat breakfast. v hungry.
update again tonight. v lazy.
off vcd-ing(:

多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只是我回首来时路的每一步
都走的好孤独

多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚 任意追逐
别再为爱受苦

BACK

thurs, 10pm

im back~!

alot of things to unpack
tired

i tink my skin ar. abit chao ta alr
more abt tat another day

i gg to bath n unpack first. update tml!