the reason behind smoking (or trying)

this WAS emptiness
this is habit
this is er, stress?

trying out something new is fun and applaudable (even smoking)

sweets, just wanna let you know that i will never be too busy for you

i will be your listening ear if you ever need one(:

his version

well its not up yet
but i hope he finds it as fun as i do (minus e smelly part)

so jeremy, what is your version of last night?

i hope hes going to write his version
but e last time i checked, he said he was lazy
oh sighs

finally, a pictures update

HIYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

im feeling free today so i shall do a pictures update

1. very very long overdue pics fr shanghai- xiao long baos at 城煌庙

yes, im talking about the very famous xiao long baos in shanghai as introduced on tv (heard fr pp that patricia mok introduced it i tink)

efficient type. cleared all the tables at 1 go and once e xiao long baos are ready they serve all the tables at 1 go too
it took them some time to clear the previous round

so everyone waits

the waiting goes on

finally its here! not to bad. quite alright. uh oh. my face looks fat!!!!!!! ok thats all for shanghai bcoz i forgot to upload e pics on snow. shall do that another time hee

2. linda

shy? but i tink she quite thick skinned leh.... hahaa!

3. at prata house with cons, jo n linda

cons commented that she feels that im happier

ya of cos sweetheart

but i would b even happier if my face can stop looking so fat in pics, hahaha!

4. sock and kelvin

kelvin wasnt ard when we took pics. aw too bad

it was great hanging out with them cos time nv seems to be enough when im out with them

4. at woodlands today. movie and dinner with jeremy

we watched death note spin off: L change the world

i am absolutely in love with L ever since i watched death note 1 and 2 online few days ago

L is my latest obsession after yuan chang (dont worry yuan chang i still love you thou hahaha!)
i really dont mind watching it a second time

and thats a miracle coming fr me bcoz i tink movie tixs r so ex nowadays ever since e tix px increased

史上最无聊的 conversation

jeremy: 很饿 leh, 吃什么?

me: 不懂 leh. 你想吃什么?

jeremy: 什么都想吃一点

me: chinese? western? thai?

jeremy: 随便

me: siam kitchen? swensons? pizza hut? seoul garden? crystal jade? pastamania? jacks place?

jeremy: 随便 la. 你决定

me: 我不要. 你知道我不可以 make 这种 decisions 的

(after walking up n down, to n fro checking out the menus and prices)

me: crystal jade ok?

jeremy: ok

(up to level 4, 100m away from crystal jade)

me: 其实 seoul garden 不错 hor

jeremy: 很臭 leh

me: 这叫气氛

i think we should stop being so indecisive

i think jeremy has been living in a cave for e past 300 years cos he ask me: seoul garden 有什么料 huh? 我很久没有来了

we tried to take nice pictures. we really did

alright today has been funnnnnnnnn for me

a few more days to enjoy and (ta-da!), i will join e workforce on mon

sian

wish me luck ok

ps: oh and there might also be a party world session tml with jeremy and gang (a.k.a ZR and Queenie). pics up nx time if there is

im grumpy so ignore me

sometimes i think how good it will be if i can just remain in shanghai (minus e cold) and not come back to spore.

spore is like so small and boring, im (STILL) looking for a job (theres always 1 thing im nt satisfied abt e job tat accepts me), im like VERY broke and i get grumpy whenever i hv to start tinking of where to go with my frens (cos i repeat again- spore is so so small!)

ok i think i will just run off to some rural villages in india or cambodia n do voluntary work forever. i think theres food n shelter provided rite?

oh dont worry i think tis is just a passing phrase. i'l probably get out of it when i realise i cant live without civilisation (read: wireless internet, hot water- nt sure if e rural villages hv it..etc)

in e meantime im going to continue watching YUAN CHANG in prank kiss2
ya my best entertainment
sighs

e job offer that i gave up

will you take up a job offer that....

is a temp to perm position- covertable aft 3 mths aft evaluating performance (when you actually wanted a perm position),

$6.50/hr and deducts CPF (oh my god i tink like tat my mthly pay will be $800+ only. might as well do sales.....!),

bonds u to e job for 3 mths (and almost all ur frens hv secured a perm job n u might be jobless agn after 3 mths?)

BUT

you really felt at ease when you walked into e office (it felt like im back in shanghai wrking in Trane),

e job scope is sth i like (independent accounts/finance work),

plus one of e interviewers was really v v cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (team head of e dept),

wanted a reply fr u immediately after e interview yest (they emphasized - KEEN TO KEEP ME, bt u wanted to wait till tues cos u hv another perm job interview on tues n they cant?)

in e end i tink for an hr, decided to 忍痛割爱

gave up e job. sian

on a lighter note, i had a movie cum 瓜子 cum chit chat session with joey n jane yesterday! (sad. no chinatown)

after e movie we went to jane's hse void deck to eat 瓜子. everybody say e 瓜子 i buy back for them fr china v nice!we waited outside her hse

joey is sian diao bcoz jane locked e door. muahahaha

and we also kop cup noodles fr jane!

so e session ended at 3am

n i only woke up at 5pm today

yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

n its dinner time again(:

RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

have been out with jane for e past few days

i tink we walked like half of spore already
spore is so so small! and we r getting bored cos we always roam ard aimlessly. hahaha!

so we went to tis shop selling korean food at toa payoh today
den we decided to order 2 bowls of kimchi soup

e guy v frenly ask us : what kind of meat u wan? got chicken, beef n pork
we decided to support chicken

in e end we got tis...
few strands of 金针菇, few piece of tofu, 3 pieces of chicken (we went to count) and few pathetic veggie floating around (e bowl looks empty to me anw). 1 bowl for $5.50

even thou i always say i wan to jian fei..but...abit too kua zhang la hor

i tink food business is really v e profitable

now i very the miss e days in shanghai. gone were e days where e food serving were big n a buffet costs only like $10 SING. RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

i hv an interview scheduled tml at Textile Centre, which i dont know where e hell it is at. only know its somewhere near National Library (according to my cousin). i hv alr found out e directions to e lib (yes i dont know how to walk to national lib, i v 失败!) and i tink i will go n approach e pp there for further directions. hope i can find e place successfully. i must prove tat i am not a direction moron!!!!

NOTE: our plan for tml- chinatown in e evening! hope there r pics (hv been feeling super lazy lately)

home(:

the weather is so so so so so warm

but still
theres no place like home

回家, 真好(:

very stressed:(

v 夸张

i tink wq n i hv like 40 to 50 kg of luggage EACH to check in
n no i haven include hand carry luggage

tml we r gg to try our luck n check in with families with small kids
so that can offset our luggage

im got so worried abt it tat i remining wq constantly, like every 1 hr
once she forgets abt it i will remind her to let her sian. hahaha!

will touch down in singapore tml at 1140pm
tats it, if my flight doesnt get delayed

im going homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~